29 May 2009

心灰意冷

有些 时候
明明 知道
自己 离目标 还有段长距离
离成功 还有点远

当还有 一丝 动力 时
还能 勉强 撑着
虽然 有点 苦
但至少 还会 苦中作乐
像蜗牛般
一步步 往上爬
等待阳光 静静 洒在身上
途中 欣赏 风景

相反的
尝试 太多次的 失败
也会 让人 心寒
让人 却步
最后 半途而废

那种 心灰 的感觉
不好受
就像 陷入了 沼泽 一样
要 费尽力气
卯足全力
才能 脱险

意志力 在 左右我

20 May 2009

a memorable Singapore trip

Saturday's nite
9 of us set off from KL Central KTM station
can't sleep well during the journey
coz of the shaky train
I hv slept only two and a half hours

at 7am+
we alight at Woodlands checkpoint
4rd uncle come 2 fetch us
we hv our breakfast 2gether

afer tat
we go 2 his house
this is my 1st time 2 visit his house
can hv a nice view from the balcony
seeing the couple playing tennnis
the child playing in swimming pool v the parents
the residents go 4 a walk v their pets
we hv seen my cousin's wedding photo
which is kinder different
it contains more styles n outdoor scenes

10am+
4rd uncle send us 2 Hotel 81 in Chinatown
coz we r not allowed 2 check in b4 12pm
we hv a walk in Chinatownpoint n People's Park Complex

11am+
I meet v my ex-classmate sinD
we hv our lunch in at maxwell street
n hv had a nice chat
esp when the topic is about Stephanie (yanzi)
wakaka
wish u hv a wonderful time in her concert

2pm+
few of them suggest 2 go 2 Bugis
I'm so tired
tat's y I dun follow
the rest of us
go bc 2 the hotel
bathing + watching TV + sleeping

6pm+
go 2 the Carlton hotel
where the wedding is held

7pm+
the wedding starts
after a quick review of the couple's background
the couple come in the hall hand in hand
looks so well-being

the wedding is so interesting
with a series of show
1st is the student of my cousin playing piano
2nd is the couple perform 2gether
my cousin is playing piano while my cousin-in-law is singing
3rd is my cousin-in-law's mum singing
we enjoy the wedding ceremony with the delicious dishes
as the couple is Christian
they serve only non-alcoholic drinks
If not
I still think of drinking red wine
haha

11pm+
the wedding ended
we tend 2 bc in taxi but couldnt get
some of us decided 2 take the MRT
at the meanwhile digesting the food taken

12pm+
bc 2 room n take a bath
sleeping

the 2nd morning
after we check out
we had our breakfast near the hotel

4rd uncle has rent a mini bus 4 18 of us
take us around the Singapore

1st station is the Jurong Birdpark
we r able to see the birds of prey show
watching the awesome eagles n hawks
swoop n soar

we hv seen lots of rare species of features
which we might not hv known or seen b4
got pellican, penguins, owls, ostrich
hornbill, parrot and so on

the Waterfall Aviary is the tallest man-made waterfall in the world
but I couldnt see any birds there
perhaps I care too much of the waterfall
where I'm surrounded by the cold air

12pm+
on the way 2 IMM
where we hv our lunch there
with a-bee cousin

after tat
we set off 2 Sentosa
we got 2 see the Images of Singapore
where we experience the cultural traditions
by the waxen image
the waxen statue r quite similar 2 a real 1
a bit scary
wakaka

we hv a ride of Tiger Sky Tower
I can see only the Merlion
others r the construction site
mayb when the construction is finished
the view will b more attractive

the next station is the Underwater World
the fishes there are quite amazing
esp the spider crab, jellyfish n a giant octopus

we hv spent more than 3 hours there
as all of us r going bc tat nite
we hv no enough time
2 explore more in the Sentosa

5pm+
having dinner at Outram road
chit-chat there

6pm+
reach at Singapore Flyer
the last station
we hv a ride of it
it takes 30 mins 4 a full round

the most regrateful things is tat
my camera has run out of the battery
perhaps i took too much of photos
in the previous station
otherwise
I'll b able 2 catch the beautiful nite scene

8pm+
on the way 2 Tanjung Pagar's Railway Station

10pm+
finally get onto the train
starts journey leading home

though I hv been working in Singapore
I hv never been to such places

I can't deny tat
Singapore owns a very
beautiful n comfortable environment
n even more safety n efficient
tat's y I love her


thx 4rd uncle
for bringing us around
spending so much of $50 notes n oso the valuable time
we really appreciate it
u r the 1
who always gather n unite the other 10 siblings

连续两个星期
参加了两个亲戚的婚礼
看见别人那么幸福
恩爱
自己也有点被感动了


开始寻找
真爱

wakaka

p/s: the photos will b uploaded 2 my facebook account

12 May 2009

居銮手札记

yeepy
小叔 终于要跟 慧玲姐姐 结婚了
佩服拍了十几年拖的你们
大人最高兴了
催了好几年了
这次终于圆梦了

那天拜五中午
坐小姑车回居銮

老妈子说要做眼镜
没休息就往街上跑
做了眼镜就去哥哥的契爷那修手表
好贵
一个表带都要RM 16
早知道我买多一只新的好了
之前也顺便验了眼
只有左眼有轻微的散光
还好还不至于要戴眼镜
大家都知道吧?
我戴了眼镜就变阿嬷了

之后就跟mummy去串门子
跟以前的旧街坊叙旧
找回老朋友的感觉
不是普通的好

现在算来
从毕业去新加坡后
就再也没在旧家长住过
回来也在同学家睡

真是人事已非
以前的小孩
现在全长大了

爸妈搬家这四年来
一直听闻有旧街坊过世了
谁谁谁又搬走了
现在相熟的也没几个了

之后的几天
都在忙着准备婚礼
要帮忙煮给亲戚朋友
又要整理新人的家
好久没忙得那么充实了

纯粹想尽点力
毕竟在寄人篱下的那段日子里
你们帮了我好多
也从不计较
随传随到
我有什么事要你帮忙
你都会答应
吃饭的钱也全是你在付
我从新加坡打了工回来
想补写之前的生活费
你也不肯收
我只好叫妈妈包大点的红包给你

那天佩珊表姐还问我
有没有想念以前小时候
一家大小在旧家住的时候

这次我答得好自然
“一点点咯”
现在我也跟家人在一起了嘛
虽然房子只是租的
也没那么宽敞
最重要的是
一家人窝在一起的感觉
最然常常有争执
心里也牵挂着对方

好不容易
婚礼也结束了

说真的
我还没看过这么steady的新郎
早上起来还坐在那里
边吃早餐边看报纸
也许早都老夫老妻了吧
哈哈

好在
这次的婚礼
大家都抛开以前的旧仇恨
算是蛮成功了的

好啦
救助你们白头偕老
早生贵子



woohoo~

Eventually
hand in the 3 assigments le
THX all my fren
who provide me the info
who help me 2 clear the doubts
who submit the assignment 4 me when I wasn't around

hope these 3 assignments can pass
then only I'll feel relieved

still hv 2 re-sit 4 TS exam
worry-ing...
HOPE
I can cope v it well
pass v flying colours

Enjoy the vacation
Cheers